so this is it
i leave this blog as it is
and say
GOODBYE
and hop onto my new blog:

http://wearingvintage.wordpress.com/

see ya there
cheers!

my blog is pissing me off!!! i cant upload my pics nor can I change the font!!!
which means no matter how much time I have on hand is absolutely useless.

anyway

my piano practical exam is tml and truthfully,
i'm freaking out
to the point that my fingers just go crazy on me
ARGH!!!

the letter telling me my exam was tml
and
the fact that i can't go overseas to have some away-from-Spore trip is making this entire holiday utterly unbearable!!!!
of cos there were a few moments I enjoyed but overall......
I know I sound really whiny and child-like
but I really do need a break from everything....
*sigh*

so I kinda decided (IN MY HEAD) I shall do the following:
1. I'm going to get the damn piano exam over and done with (trying to remain calm)
2. Complete this fall sem with a smile on my face (or at least I'll try)
3. Go somewhere at the end of this year. If I can't get anyone to go with me, I shall convince my dad to let me go myself.
4. If (and a really big IF) I can't go anywhere this year, I shall save as much cash as I can and head somewhere during the summer. Hopefully I can get into the foreign exchange programme to London!!!!
5. I'm going to bloody plan ahead so I don't end up suck HERE

so goodbye for now. myb the next time I write would be about me changing my blog or something.. ahhahah

And again my blog is going crazy. hopefully i can upload the pics soon.... :(

I CAN FINALLY UPLOAD PHOTOS!!!!

its been a crazy week filled with
not being able to do my blog
(which i dono why)
finding out my piano practical exam is coming up
DURING MY HOLIDAYS!!!
not being able to bloody cancel this underline
and above all
needing a much needed break but can't go anywhere but
HERE.

but tt's beside the point right now
just going to update and pray for the best

so a few weeks back,
OH and I met up after a freaking long time
hahaha
:)
and we headed to find a new chill out place called:
CASUAL POET

hidden away from the chaos and deafening noises,
it is a place for a simple lunch,
great music,
relaxing ambiance
and
an assortment of books, CDs and other cute things

i love this little badge

"I think I lost my BUTT"

remember Sylvia Plath and an oven?

After we left Causal Poet,
we decided to walk down the street towards clark quay
and what did we find?
SINGAPORE FOOD FEST!!
hahaha

in the middle of all the tasty food,
we saw this guy playing a 4 or 3 string kind of guitar
(if someone knows the name, tell me man)

OH: Lam, i think he broke his guitar!
ME: HUH?!?!?
OH: oh he didn't. (looking on the floor)
ME: (looking on the floor as well) HAHAHAH

DON CHEAT MY FEELINGS ICE CREAM!!!!

as we walked thru,
we sat at the G force thingy and watched ppl take it
and suddenly.....
a HUGE BROWN BEAR/KOALA
came along
and took the rides

hmmmmm.....

and just when we thought the day couldn't get any more surprising,
we turned round to catch a glimpse of our Singapore flag

i have yet to update more stuff up here
and will do so soon
but what i really want to do more then ever....
is to get out of here and travel to new places.........

please someone.... tell me we are going somewhere soon.....

If I should be so bold,
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell me from the start how I've longed to be your man

But

I never said a word
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance

again

-Jason Mraz

you should know by now that
I love to dance
I love to watch people dance
and
I love to feel what the people dancing are trying to portray when they dance
and
I felt it when I was watching Kuponohi'ipoi Aweau and Kayla Radomski do this piece

Its a piece about addiction and the wanting to get away from it
but you know you cant no matter how much you try
its so so dark
and heart wrenching at the same time

I teared watching this
awesome awesome stuff
I'll remember this piece for a long time to come

Give the video awhile to load
I promise its one piece worth waiting for :)

enjoy