my blog is pissing me off!!! i cant upload my pics nor can I change the font!!!
which means no matter how much time I have on hand is absolutely useless.

anyway

my piano practical exam is tml and truthfully,
i'm freaking out
to the point that my fingers just go crazy on me
ARGH!!!

the letter telling me my exam was tml
and
the fact that i can't go overseas to have some away-from-Spore trip is making this entire holiday utterly unbearable!!!!
of cos there were a few moments I enjoyed but overall......
I know I sound really whiny and child-like
but I really do need a break from everything....
*sigh*

so I kinda decided (IN MY HEAD) I shall do the following:
1. I'm going to get the damn piano exam over and done with (trying to remain calm)
2. Complete this fall sem with a smile on my face (or at least I'll try)
3. Go somewhere at the end of this year. If I can't get anyone to go with me, I shall convince my dad to let me go myself.
4. If (and a really big IF) I can't go anywhere this year, I shall save as much cash as I can and head somewhere during the summer. Hopefully I can get into the foreign exchange programme to London!!!!
5. I'm going to bloody plan ahead so I don't end up suck HERE

so goodbye for now. myb the next time I write would be about me changing my blog or something.. ahhahah